Collab Writer: Elyse
(butterflyescape.weebly.com)
[Also going to be a fanfic]
Chapter 1
Lucy's P.O.V.
I pulled on my navy blue sweatshirt and walked out of the house, everything was silent; no birds were chirping, no leaves were rustling. I was standing in the silence of the world. I started walking, all I could hear was the sound of my own heart beat, because nothing else around me was important. Time consumed me and the next thing I knew, I was standing in front of him, the guy who broke my heart and shattered it into pieces.
He said, "I miss you, I miss us." I turned around, trying not to fall into his trance, again. He hurt me last time and he can't hurt me this time.
"Lucy wait! Why can't you forgive me?" He said, so I replied, "Because you can't feel the pain I am having right now, can you?"
Cole just stood there, no reply.
"That's what I thought," I stepped on a leaf, the crunching sound soothed me.
I stepped backwards and blocked out every sound in the world and tried to forget that day. That day he broke my heart. As I walked back home, 'White Horse' by Taylor Swift was playing softly in my ears. Tears slowly trickled down my face, but I knew everything was going to be okay, because everything was okay for Taylor.
I opened the door, took my shoes off, and ran upstairs, hiding my face from my family and slammed my door and just cried. I knew I wasn't good enough for Cole, I knew he broke my heart, but I needed him. I needed someone.
Cole didn't deserve me, what about other guys, are they all the same? Will the break my heart or will they be too good for me?
I cleared my thoughts, forcing myself to not think of Cole, or any other guy.
My mind was brought back to it in an instant, 'Why can't I be Jill, Liam Payne's girlfriend?' I thought to myself. I read the rest of the headline, 'Maybe I can be.'
I pulled on my navy blue sweatshirt and walked out of the house, everything was silent; no birds were chirping, no leaves were rustling. I was standing in the silence of the world. I started walking, all I could hear was the sound of my own heart beat, because nothing else around me was important. Time consumed me and the next thing I knew, I was standing in front of him, the guy who broke my heart and shattered it into pieces.
He said, "I miss you, I miss us." I turned around, trying not to fall into his trance, again. He hurt me last time and he can't hurt me this time.
"Lucy wait! Why can't you forgive me?" He said, so I replied, "Because you can't feel the pain I am having right now, can you?"
Cole just stood there, no reply.
"That's what I thought," I stepped on a leaf, the crunching sound soothed me.
I stepped backwards and blocked out every sound in the world and tried to forget that day. That day he broke my heart. As I walked back home, 'White Horse' by Taylor Swift was playing softly in my ears. Tears slowly trickled down my face, but I knew everything was going to be okay, because everything was okay for Taylor.
I opened the door, took my shoes off, and ran upstairs, hiding my face from my family and slammed my door and just cried. I knew I wasn't good enough for Cole, I knew he broke my heart, but I needed him. I needed someone.
Cole didn't deserve me, what about other guys, are they all the same? Will the break my heart or will they be too good for me?
I cleared my thoughts, forcing myself to not think of Cole, or any other guy.
My mind was brought back to it in an instant, 'Why can't I be Jill, Liam Payne's girlfriend?' I thought to myself. I read the rest of the headline, 'Maybe I can be.'
Chapter 2
Liam's P.O.V.
"Who's this other girl? Who is that girl who is holding your hand?" Jill shouted when she came through the door.
"I was never with that girl, I was with you all day on Saturday! Wow, good photoshop."
"Yeah, good photoshop because it's not!" Jill yelled back at me.
"C'mon, it's just the media, you know what they did with Harry and all that," I said trying to calm her down
"Yeah, because that wasn't true, but this sure as hell look true to me!" she shouted.
I ran out of the door to try and catch her, but she was already gone, I went back in and ripped up the newspaper and threw it in the trash.
"What was that about?" Zayn asked, grabbing a root beer from the fridge.
I stayed silent and Zayn looked into the trash seeing the news paper, "It's hard, you're making your way to the top of a rollercoaster, but you'll make it to the fall, it'll be worth it."
"What are you talking about?" I said, looking confused.
"Nothing, it doesn't matter, so what's with the newspaper?" Zayn said.
"It's Jill, she and I are over, she just left after some stupid reporter took a picture of some girl and I."
"You know how the media is going on about us, I just wish it could stop," I said with my head in my hands.
"Liam, don't worry, it will die down, all you got to do is show Jill that you weren't with her."
"I-I can't," I said starting to stutter "b-because I was."
Zayn stood there with his eyebrows up, staring at me.
"I love Jill, I just got caught up in the moment. It's not like I'm ever going to see the her again." I pointed to the newspaper.
"So, you're telling me that, this was true?" Zayn said, equally as confused as me.
"Yes," I rubbed my eyes.
"You'll find somebody else, everything has a reason, right?" Zayn said, making me feel a little better.
"Everything has a reason."
Lucy's P.O.V.
As I got out of bed, his name was still on my mind, if there was only a way I can get it out, then I remembered last night.
Twitter was like entering a blizzard. My notifications were blown up, everybody was tweeting the same thing, "Liam Payne, transferred to Wilkinson High School." I practically screamed, Liam was going to be mine, after all.
Every girl in the school was so excited, even the teachers, I really can't wait for him to come to the school, this is what I needed in life. I pulled on a light pink dress with white flowers running across it. Over the chest there was a lace design. It was my favorite dress and I was waiting for a reason to wear it, this was the reason. I grabbed my light blue jean jacket and walked out of my house. As soon as I got out of the house, all I could hear were the screaming fans of Liam, I couldn't believe this was I happening, I couldn't be happier. I started walking to school that was just down the street. That's when I saw Liam. He was surrounded by body guards, making his was through the double doors. As I got the courage to walk to the school entrance, Caroline, walked beside me and said, "Cute, dress, is it for Liam? You know, he'll never go out with you."
"We'll see," I replied to Caroline, applying lip gloss. Confidence is what guys liked about me most, I never doubted anything.
"Who's this other girl? Who is that girl who is holding your hand?" Jill shouted when she came through the door.
"I was never with that girl, I was with you all day on Saturday! Wow, good photoshop."
"Yeah, good photoshop because it's not!" Jill yelled back at me.
"C'mon, it's just the media, you know what they did with Harry and all that," I said trying to calm her down
"Yeah, because that wasn't true, but this sure as hell look true to me!" she shouted.
I ran out of the door to try and catch her, but she was already gone, I went back in and ripped up the newspaper and threw it in the trash.
"What was that about?" Zayn asked, grabbing a root beer from the fridge.
I stayed silent and Zayn looked into the trash seeing the news paper, "It's hard, you're making your way to the top of a rollercoaster, but you'll make it to the fall, it'll be worth it."
"What are you talking about?" I said, looking confused.
"Nothing, it doesn't matter, so what's with the newspaper?" Zayn said.
"It's Jill, she and I are over, she just left after some stupid reporter took a picture of some girl and I."
"You know how the media is going on about us, I just wish it could stop," I said with my head in my hands.
"Liam, don't worry, it will die down, all you got to do is show Jill that you weren't with her."
"I-I can't," I said starting to stutter "b-because I was."
Zayn stood there with his eyebrows up, staring at me.
"I love Jill, I just got caught up in the moment. It's not like I'm ever going to see the her again." I pointed to the newspaper.
"So, you're telling me that, this was true?" Zayn said, equally as confused as me.
"Yes," I rubbed my eyes.
"You'll find somebody else, everything has a reason, right?" Zayn said, making me feel a little better.
"Everything has a reason."
Lucy's P.O.V.
As I got out of bed, his name was still on my mind, if there was only a way I can get it out, then I remembered last night.
Twitter was like entering a blizzard. My notifications were blown up, everybody was tweeting the same thing, "Liam Payne, transferred to Wilkinson High School." I practically screamed, Liam was going to be mine, after all.
Every girl in the school was so excited, even the teachers, I really can't wait for him to come to the school, this is what I needed in life. I pulled on a light pink dress with white flowers running across it. Over the chest there was a lace design. It was my favorite dress and I was waiting for a reason to wear it, this was the reason. I grabbed my light blue jean jacket and walked out of my house. As soon as I got out of the house, all I could hear were the screaming fans of Liam, I couldn't believe this was I happening, I couldn't be happier. I started walking to school that was just down the street. That's when I saw Liam. He was surrounded by body guards, making his was through the double doors. As I got the courage to walk to the school entrance, Caroline, walked beside me and said, "Cute, dress, is it for Liam? You know, he'll never go out with you."
"We'll see," I replied to Caroline, applying lip gloss. Confidence is what guys liked about me most, I never doubted anything.
Chapter 3
Liam's P.O.V.
All the girls were around me, usually I am fine with that, but after Jill, I just wanted to shout, "Leave Me Alone!" But I couldn't because I couldn't take my eyes off just one girl. I felt a push against my arm and grabbed onto the stair railing to prevent myself from falling. I kept staring at the girl, she was applying pink, sparkly lip gloss. I felt like a idiot staring at her, but I could not take my eyes of her. Then she noticed, she turned around and smiled. She was diffrerent, not like other girls, that was what I needed.
Lucy's P.O.V.
I closed the lip gloss cap and noticed Liam looking at me.
I smiled and said to Caroline, "I told you." I started walking towards Liam.
"What's your first class?" I hid my fear. "I'll show you around."
Liam had 4 classes with me; English, art, history, and math. We walked around together and I showed him where each class was, remembering his smile when I wasn't with him for gym and science.
He has these amazing eyes you don't see in the media, a beautiful smile as well. He talks so softly and gently, it's impossible not to fall for him. I just hope that he'll feel that way about me. I know this sounds crazy, but it feels like I love him. I know love is a strong word for a person you just met, but I can't help it. I thought about Liam all day. He never left my head, not even for a second.
That's how I knew I was in love, love at first sight was true, wasn't it?
All the girls were around me, usually I am fine with that, but after Jill, I just wanted to shout, "Leave Me Alone!" But I couldn't because I couldn't take my eyes off just one girl. I felt a push against my arm and grabbed onto the stair railing to prevent myself from falling. I kept staring at the girl, she was applying pink, sparkly lip gloss. I felt like a idiot staring at her, but I could not take my eyes of her. Then she noticed, she turned around and smiled. She was diffrerent, not like other girls, that was what I needed.
Lucy's P.O.V.
I closed the lip gloss cap and noticed Liam looking at me.
I smiled and said to Caroline, "I told you." I started walking towards Liam.
"What's your first class?" I hid my fear. "I'll show you around."
Liam had 4 classes with me; English, art, history, and math. We walked around together and I showed him where each class was, remembering his smile when I wasn't with him for gym and science.
He has these amazing eyes you don't see in the media, a beautiful smile as well. He talks so softly and gently, it's impossible not to fall for him. I just hope that he'll feel that way about me. I know this sounds crazy, but it feels like I love him. I know love is a strong word for a person you just met, but I can't help it. I thought about Liam all day. He never left my head, not even for a second.
That's how I knew I was in love, love at first sight was true, wasn't it?
Chapter 4
Liam's P.O.V.
I have truly fallen for her, her lips are so gorgeous, I am going to sound like a maniac, but I can't control myself, she is so beautiful, but I don't have the courage to ask her out, I really do want to but as I said, I don't have the courage to. It was last period, Math, and Lucy was still showing me around the school. We sat next to each other in class, it felt amazing being with her. Except when all the boys came. They crowded around her, always talking to her, I could tell they liked her. But I liked her too and I knew I had to ask her out before they did first.
Lucy's P.O.V.
I really, really like Liam, but he'll never fall for me, he is a super star, every girl obsesses over him, but I really like him so I want to ask him out, but heres the problem, most girls don't like rejection, and I cant even face it, so what if he says no?
Liam's P.O.V.
But I have to ask her out.
Lucy's P.O.V.
But I have to ask him out.
Liam's and Lucy's P.O.V. (together)
Will you go out with me?
Lucy's P.O.V.
I can't get over this, I really cant, he asked me out, he liked me and all along I kind of knew it.
Liam's P.O.V.
I finally asked Lucy out. She said yes. She was going to be mine. I really couldn't believe this, the yes made me feel amazing for some reason but I guess I felt it all along with her, just Lucy and no one else. Ever.
Lucy's P.O.V.
"So, I guess this means were dating right?" I said with a grin.
"Yeah, I guess so," Said Liam also with a grin
"Ok then, where do you want to go?" I said, trying to not look eager, because that would be, well, too desperate, and I'll loose him, but oh god, what am I thinking?
Liam's P.O.V.
What is happening, everything was so amazing just a split-second ago, but now it seems like a lifetime, Lucy's gone all weird, maybe she's having second thoughts about me? What if she doesn't like me, she like's some one else. I stood there, worried, what was I supposed to do?
"Are you okay?" I said, gently touching Lucy's arm.
She jerked her arm back alarmed like she was just snapped back into reality, and then she realized that it was me, "Oh sorry, and yeah I am" She said, but it didnt feel true, not at all, I really don't know what to do anymore.
I have truly fallen for her, her lips are so gorgeous, I am going to sound like a maniac, but I can't control myself, she is so beautiful, but I don't have the courage to ask her out, I really do want to but as I said, I don't have the courage to. It was last period, Math, and Lucy was still showing me around the school. We sat next to each other in class, it felt amazing being with her. Except when all the boys came. They crowded around her, always talking to her, I could tell they liked her. But I liked her too and I knew I had to ask her out before they did first.
Lucy's P.O.V.
I really, really like Liam, but he'll never fall for me, he is a super star, every girl obsesses over him, but I really like him so I want to ask him out, but heres the problem, most girls don't like rejection, and I cant even face it, so what if he says no?
Liam's P.O.V.
But I have to ask her out.
Lucy's P.O.V.
But I have to ask him out.
Liam's and Lucy's P.O.V. (together)
Will you go out with me?
Lucy's P.O.V.
I can't get over this, I really cant, he asked me out, he liked me and all along I kind of knew it.
Liam's P.O.V.
I finally asked Lucy out. She said yes. She was going to be mine. I really couldn't believe this, the yes made me feel amazing for some reason but I guess I felt it all along with her, just Lucy and no one else. Ever.
Lucy's P.O.V.
"So, I guess this means were dating right?" I said with a grin.
"Yeah, I guess so," Said Liam also with a grin
"Ok then, where do you want to go?" I said, trying to not look eager, because that would be, well, too desperate, and I'll loose him, but oh god, what am I thinking?
Liam's P.O.V.
What is happening, everything was so amazing just a split-second ago, but now it seems like a lifetime, Lucy's gone all weird, maybe she's having second thoughts about me? What if she doesn't like me, she like's some one else. I stood there, worried, what was I supposed to do?
"Are you okay?" I said, gently touching Lucy's arm.
She jerked her arm back alarmed like she was just snapped back into reality, and then she realized that it was me, "Oh sorry, and yeah I am" She said, but it didnt feel true, not at all, I really don't know what to do anymore.
Chapter 5
Lucy's P.O.V.
"Sorry, I'm just nervous, I never felt this way with my ex boyfriends." I whispered quietly, opening up to him.
"I'm just as nervous as you are, we're in this together, remember?"
I've never done this before, I have never opened up to guy who I really like, not like Cole, I basicaly opened up my heart now, and I am afraid that I will have to close it because I chose the wrong guy.
Liam's P.O.V.
Lucy looked reassured, but I wasn't sure. What if I chose the wrong girl, again.
A bunch of "What ifs" came into my mind like; What if you made a mistake, what if you really don't like Lucy, what if I break her heart?
I was snapped out of it when Lucy said, "Maybe we should do this another night..."
'Yes! Please!' I thought, but I didn't mean it. "No, lets go out tonight, I know this great place 15 minutes from here."
I really hate myself for doing this, but I have to show her I like her, but that's the thing I still don't know, now it really does feel like a lifetime away since I felt what I felt for Lucy, but once again, I don't know and it's very confusing.
Lucy's P.O.V.
I'm glad Liam said what he said. I wanted to go on this date. I didn't want to let me take advantage of myself. If I didn't get Liam now, I never would.
"Let's go." I smiled and Liam held my hand as we started walking down Main Street.
I couldn't help it, but while we were walking a sense of joy spread inside of me, I could help thinking, 'This is it, maybe for once some one actually likes me, of all the girls in the world he picked me, and I like him, that is the way it was supposed to be.'
By the time we got to the restaurant Liam was talking about, we were laughing and having a great time, there was nothing to be nervous or sad or angry about. Everything was perfect. This time, I wouldn't screw it up, like I screwed up my relationship with Cole.
"Sorry, I'm just nervous, I never felt this way with my ex boyfriends." I whispered quietly, opening up to him.
"I'm just as nervous as you are, we're in this together, remember?"
I've never done this before, I have never opened up to guy who I really like, not like Cole, I basicaly opened up my heart now, and I am afraid that I will have to close it because I chose the wrong guy.
Liam's P.O.V.
Lucy looked reassured, but I wasn't sure. What if I chose the wrong girl, again.
A bunch of "What ifs" came into my mind like; What if you made a mistake, what if you really don't like Lucy, what if I break her heart?
I was snapped out of it when Lucy said, "Maybe we should do this another night..."
'Yes! Please!' I thought, but I didn't mean it. "No, lets go out tonight, I know this great place 15 minutes from here."
I really hate myself for doing this, but I have to show her I like her, but that's the thing I still don't know, now it really does feel like a lifetime away since I felt what I felt for Lucy, but once again, I don't know and it's very confusing.
Lucy's P.O.V.
I'm glad Liam said what he said. I wanted to go on this date. I didn't want to let me take advantage of myself. If I didn't get Liam now, I never would.
"Let's go." I smiled and Liam held my hand as we started walking down Main Street.
I couldn't help it, but while we were walking a sense of joy spread inside of me, I could help thinking, 'This is it, maybe for once some one actually likes me, of all the girls in the world he picked me, and I like him, that is the way it was supposed to be.'
By the time we got to the restaurant Liam was talking about, we were laughing and having a great time, there was nothing to be nervous or sad or angry about. Everything was perfect. This time, I wouldn't screw it up, like I screwed up my relationship with Cole.
Chapter 6
Liam's P.O.V
The date was perfect, those doubts in my mind have gone now, all I can think about is how lucky I am to have her, just as I thought I shouldn't. I regret thinking that, I really do. Lucy, well, Lucy opened up to me, she told me about her past, about Cole. Right now all I want to do is kick his ass after what he done to her. I want her to know that she is special.
"Maybe you should go for a romantic thing," Harry said. "Like remember what Louis did with his girlfriend?" Harry said, while I was remembering, Louis took his girfriend out on a night cruise, from what Louis said, it was amazing.
"Yeah I remember, so something like that?" I asked Harry.
"Yeah, guess so."
But how the hell I am I going to pull this off?
"How far away is the harbor from here?" I asked Harry.
"20 minutes."
I looked online, the last cruise around the harbor was at 6:30.
"I'll have to text Lucy so she knows where were going," I said then rushed out of the door. This night is going to be so perfect, I just know it.
Lucy's P.O.V.
I got a text from Liam, "Be outside and ready at 6, wear something nice :)" I read.
"Ready for what!?" I replied excitedly but he never answered.
I grabbed my favorite dress, it was light pink at the top and faded to blue at the bottom. There was yellow lace on the top part of the back. While I got dressed, I played 'Enchanted' by Taylor Swift.
This night was going to be wonderstruck.
The date was perfect, those doubts in my mind have gone now, all I can think about is how lucky I am to have her, just as I thought I shouldn't. I regret thinking that, I really do. Lucy, well, Lucy opened up to me, she told me about her past, about Cole. Right now all I want to do is kick his ass after what he done to her. I want her to know that she is special.
"Maybe you should go for a romantic thing," Harry said. "Like remember what Louis did with his girlfriend?" Harry said, while I was remembering, Louis took his girfriend out on a night cruise, from what Louis said, it was amazing.
"Yeah I remember, so something like that?" I asked Harry.
"Yeah, guess so."
But how the hell I am I going to pull this off?
"How far away is the harbor from here?" I asked Harry.
"20 minutes."
I looked online, the last cruise around the harbor was at 6:30.
"I'll have to text Lucy so she knows where were going," I said then rushed out of the door. This night is going to be so perfect, I just know it.
Lucy's P.O.V.
I got a text from Liam, "Be outside and ready at 6, wear something nice :)" I read.
"Ready for what!?" I replied excitedly but he never answered.
I grabbed my favorite dress, it was light pink at the top and faded to blue at the bottom. There was yellow lace on the top part of the back. While I got dressed, I played 'Enchanted' by Taylor Swift.
This night was going to be wonderstruck.